Saturday, June 27, 2009

she's a lot like you

Mom brought my grandma and the highest-functioning crazy aunt to visit today, but they didn't stay very long. I have nothing interesting from Netflix and am not motivated to go sign up for a Blockbuster card. Neither am I optimistic that Blockbuster would have adequate inventory. I guess I could watch Hard Day's Night DVD that is still in its shrinkwrap two months later. Or I need to finish PGSM. I could be done by midnight. OR...I could watch Darby O'Gill and the Little People on streaming Netflix. HMMMMM.

Pictures of home, exclusive of second bedroom, bath, and kitchen, because filth. He finally hung my mirrors, and sometimes I lean against the long one and hope to fall through to where I was born, but it came from my dead grandmother's house, and I think it has hardened with age and will never transport me again.

Pushkin makes squeezy eyes at Back to the Egg. He poses as the Buddha in the center of my floor, and we can breathe the same air

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

and I still believe that I cannot be saved

wow. I totally blew this off for a month again.

Spent $$$ on plants. They have not died yet, but the African violet refuses to make any new flowers. I bought it some magic food, but it may need fairy dust.

I went back to the crazy lady doctor today, and I do not have any stupid metabolic diseases, my bones are growing back (except in my left forearm? wtf?) so I can have a bicycle and probably not wind up in surgery, but my blood calcium and D are low again, and I'm supposed to sit in the sun for fifteen minutes a day until I go back in two years. The actual report from the radiologist said the bone density in the spine may have been overstated due to "possible degenerative changes to L-2, L-3, and, to a lesser extent L-4," which I have no way of translating to English. "Degenerative" tends to be BAD, but she didn't bring it up, so I'm just going to trot along my merry way and not think about it.

la la la I'm going to be in a wheelchair when I'm 45

I want to get one of those things that will hang me upside down for an hour at a time. I think it would improve my outlook on all things immensely.

so I'm going to start taking BoneUp, too, which will bring my monthly supplement expenditures to approx $100. HOW DOES THIS HAPPEN.

I will probably start studying up for the GMAT soon and take it just to see what I get. The scores are good for five years, and if I don't at least start by the time they expire I probably never will. I also want to get the CGFM (certified governmental financial manager) so have to decide which to do first. That's just another stupid exam + lots of money. I miss school because it's the only thing I'm good at.

I have the last ten episodes of PGSM to watch, but the bay appears to have dried up. I now own all 200 episodes of the anime subtitled + movies on DVD. This can't be good in the long run.

This is all the world really needs.

My sweet child has laid her pretend kill at my feet.

HAPPY PAUL MCCARTNEY'S BIRTHDAY EVE.

love,
Starfighter Tigerlily
Empress of the Perseus Arm